I Don’t Know What To Do Next…
From the age of 6-18, your life is set out. You go to school, learn, and your day is done. What happens when it just isn’t that easy? Through high school, you find yourself, but after I always wonder if I’m gonna lose myself. There will be no instructions, no one to tell me what to do, no one to make decisions for me. It’s like being lost at sea, no one to help you. You either sink or swim. You are faced with what you want to do with your life, who you need in your life. The future is the scariest thought you will ever have.
I’m scared my “BFFs” will become my BFFTHSID (best friends forever til high school is done). I’m scared that when I come to cross roads, I will stay there until I make the WRONG decision. Honestly, the future is like life or death. Why do we grow up? I remember when I was little all I wanted was to be an adult; now that I’m close to that, all I want is to be young again. I miss not worrying about anything.
I’m scared, confused, and nowhere ready to move on.
From the age of 6-18, your life is set out. You go to school, learn, and your day is done. What happens when it just isn’t that easy? Through high school, you find yourself, but after I always wonder if I’m gonna lose myself. There will be no instructions, no one to tell me what to do, no one to make decisions for me. It’s like being lost at sea, no one to help you. You either sink or swim. You are faced with what you want to do with your life, who you need in your life. The future is the scariest thought you will ever have.
I’m scared my “BFFs” will become my BFFTHSID (best friends forever til high school is done). I’m scared that when I come to cross roads, I will stay there until I make the WRONG decision. Honestly, the future is like life or death. Why do we grow up? I remember when I was little all I wanted was to be an adult; now that I’m close to that, all I want is to be young again. I miss not worrying about anything.
I’m scared, confused, and nowhere ready to move on.